Drifting into Lucid

On January 8th 2020 I woke to what I had thought was a state of Panic. I couldn’t catch my breath, I did not feel comfortable in my body. Fear had consumed me in a way It had never before. I could not even see my own reflection in the mirror. Soon after I realized that my brain had been so pressured and had gone into a trauma induced psychosis. Then came the dreaming, or reality I could not tell. The roots would grow from my feet up and then would later suffocate me. This went on and off for nearly three weeks. After many nights of confusion slowly acknowledgment helped me, being my only safety and finally, slowly brought me back to my very own reality. Am I alive? Or am I dreaming? This place feels so familiar. Audio by @cookingchaos___ Strings by @charlieelmaameri